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Through my eyes


All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.


No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.


We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.


I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.


In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.


I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.





The Guardians Of The Night (found on the internet from an unknown author)


Trust in me my friend, for I am your comrade.
I will protect you with my last breath.
When all others have left you and the loneliness of night closes in,
I will be at your side.
Together we will conquer all obstacles,
and search out those who wish to do harm to others.
All I ask of you is compassion,
and the caring touch of your hands.
It is for you that I will unselfishly give my life
and spend my nights unrested.
Although our days together may be marked by the passing of the seasons
Know that each day by your side is my reward.
My days are measured by the coming and going of your footsteps.
I anticipate them at every opening of the door.
You are the voice of caring when I am ill,
The voice of authority when I have done wrong.
Do not chastise me unduly,
for I am your right arm,
the sword at your side.
I attempt to do only what you bid of me.
I seek only to please you and remain in your favor.
Together you and I shall experience
a bond only others like us will understand.
When outsiders see us together,
their envy will be measured by their disdain.
I will quietly listen to you and pass no judgment,
nor will your spoken words be repeated.
I will remain ever silent, ever vigilant, ever loyal.
And when our time together is done
and you move on in the world,
Remember me with kind thoughts and tales.
For a time we were unbeatable,
Nothing passed among us undetected
If we should meet again on another street
I will gladly take up your fight,
I am a Police Working Dog.
We are the guardians of the night.







Someday


It's hard letting go,
Of something what was so good,
For so long.
But maybe it's the only way
Of keeping the happiness
Of all those times together
And maybe someday we'll
Come to understand
Why it didn't last forever. 







What's the reason


God has a reason for everything that's done,
that's what I hear from everyone
but what's the reason for the innocent lives that people take,
or the things people say were a mistake.
What's the reason for the people who decide to turn to drugs and booze,
or the road we didn't choose.
What's the reason for the people who starve to death,
or the baby who never got to take that first breath,
the single parent barely making it by,
or the one who learns their whole life was just a lie.
Whats the reason for the one who takes their own life
Why must we go through so much pain and strife?
There must be something I don't see.
Why would God let these things be?
Why must we wonder why we're all here?
If life is so great after death, why is it the biggest thing people fear?
What does it all mean?
There must be more than what can be seen.
Something better is yet to come,
that's what I hear from everyone





Dream Lover


She wakes every morning with a smile on her face.
She felt his love in her sleep.
Dreamed of his embrace.
Although she's never met his body.
His heart she does feel.
Anytime she has loved before.
Has never felt so real.
There is no explanation for it.
Not one has she yet found.
But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around.
Although it may end tomorrow.
The memory will not fade.
For in her heart a life long friend.
She feels that she has made.
She hopes it last forever.
She prays that they do meet.
She dreams of the day her online love
sweeps her off her feet





I don't need your hands to be captured


I can do it on my own
I can do it álone
I don't need your love
I don't need the luck from above
I stand strong without your touch
I don't need it thát much
I don't want to feel you around me
I don't need it, I lost my fantasy
I'll survive without you
I can live without those things, believe me it's true
I don't need your smile to feel good
I don't need you to get in a happy mood
I can move on without you and the history
but still i wonder.. what if.. but that stays a mystery





Betrayed


Firm ground turns into quicksand below me
Taking me down, taking me slowly


Thin mist turns into thick dark clouds circling around me
Quickly consuming me


Beautiful faces turn into horrible dreams
Painfully ripping my heart right out of me


Beautiful birds that once sang joyful songs for me
Now screech and cry out at the sight of me


I'm drowning and there's no one to help me
I've turned into a hellish sight and there's no hope left for me


Friendly crosswalks there to guide me
Suddenly disappear and in the midst of angry cars abandon me


Red lights created to protect me
Turn green and fool me into driving making a fatality out of me


Bridges that were built to carry me
Have lost their strength and dismantle from under me


I'm crashing and there's no rescue to aid me
I've come face to face with death, my only reality


A long lost lover returned to love me
But never truly loves me


Old dreams revive within me
But only to once again abandon me


Karma has come back to stand up for me
But my deadly fate found it's way more quickly to me


I'm detoriating
Only because there was no one to truly care for me 

Smoke til I drop


Just smoked my last cigarette
all the way down to the butt
I'm seriously thinking about quitting
but it helps keep my mouth shut
instead of yakity, yakity, yak
I'll just go get me another pack


however I've been doing some thinking
about everyone else's views
cigarettes stink, and cause cancer
so sayeth the government and the news
yet what of autos, and drunk drivers
who controls the sale of booze


and what of hairspray
that some women can't do without
what of aresol cans
affecting the ozone no doubt


well the store closes soon
so not to cause a fight
I'm going to get me some cigs
anybody got a light?







No Vacancy in Heaven


Where does a good soul go
if Heaven has no vacancy?
Should it wander toward the fiery depths,
and laugh at Hell's poor prisoners?
It would be quite entertaining to see
Hitler being poked countless times...
But then, laughing would not be kind.
What's a good soul to do,
if not mock Hell's foolish flames?
But maybe....
to help put them out!
Holy water to douse the fire,
for no alarms would ever sound!
Free the thirsty slaves of Lucifer,
and let them have a drink!
How kind a soul! How kind a soul!
To set the men all free!
However, releasing them was a bad thing to do,
and Hell DOES have a vacancy...







There was a time



There was a time
When my mind had its Freedom
To wander aimlessly through the days
To travel to distant Lands
Or soar among the clouds
And to hold imaginary Lovers
Through the night
But now things have changed
And it seems my mind has been tattered
And can never get too far
From thought of you 





No title



Eyes -captivating
lips - luscious
arms - strong
heart - beating
mind - racing
body - moving
hand in hand
skin on skin
two as one..
you and I..
beauty in all its glory and then some...
we are united,
bonded by love...
endangered...
my heart is yours...
and yours only.





"I luv you"



I say the words " I luv U" so much
that I wonder sometimes if you take for
granted the feeling that is behind them.
I never want you to see them as just
words to begin or end a conversation.
"I Luv U" is just my way of saying
that you have touched a place in my
heart and made me come alive.


You have claimed a part of my heart
that, no matter what happens to us,
will always belong to you.
You taught me how to love.
You broke through all of my defenses
and comforted my fears...


You touched places in me
I never knew I had,
and made me feel things
I never thought I'd feel.
You have all of the patience, care,
understanding, and concern needed
to build the kind of relationship we have.


So when I say " I Luv u"
the words are not spoken out of habit.
It is my way of saying thank you for
being you and of returning some
of the joy you have given me.





Don't be fooled



Don’t be fooled by me.
Don’t be fooled by the face I wear.
For I wear a mask,
I wear a thousand masks.
Masks that I’m afraid to take off,
and none of them are me.


Pretending is an art that’s second nature with me,
but don’t be fooled.
I give you the impression that I’m secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me,
within as well as without,
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water’s calm and I’m in command,
and that I need no one.
But don’t believe me… Please.


My surface may seem smooth,
but my surface is my mask,
my every-varying and ever-concealing mask.
Beneath lies no smugness, no complaceny.
Beneath dwells the real me in confusion,
in fear, in aloneness.
But I can hide this.


I don’t want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of
my weakness and fear being exposed.
That’s why I frantically create
a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant, sophisticated facade,
to help me pretend, to shield me
from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely
my salvation. And I know it.


That is,
if it’s followed by acceptance.
It’s the only think that can
liberate me, from myself,
from my own self-built prison walls,
from the barriers that
I so painstakingly erect.
It’s the only thing that will assure me
of what I can’t assure myself,
that I’m really worth something.


But I don’t tell you this,
I’m afraid your glance will not
be followed by acceptance and love.
I’m afraid you’ll think less of me,
that you’ll laugh.
and your laugh would wound me.
I’m afraid that deep-down
I’m not much and you will see this
and reject me.
So I play my game, my pretending game,
with a facade of assurance without,
and a trembling child within.
And so begins the parade of masks,
the glittering but empty parade of masks.
And my life becomes a front.


I idly chatter to you in the suave tones of surface talk,
I tell you everything that’s really nothin,
and nothing of what’s everything,
of what’s crying within me.


So when I’m going through my routine
do not be fooled by what I’m saying/
Please listen carefully and try
to hear what I’m not saying…
what I’d like to be able tosay,
but can’t.


Who am I? you may wonder,
I am someone you know very well,
For I am every man you meet
and every woman you meet.







Time will tell...

Scared for the future,

Scared for the changes

Scared for the decisions I have to make

Scared for the pain I will give the ones in my life

Scared for your actions and decisions in the future

Time will bring solutions

Time will heal all wounds

Time will solve all

Time is killing

Insecure will I do the right thing?

Insecure will I be happy again?

Insecure will he be happy again?

Insecure what will the future bring?

Insecure what will he do if he finds out?

Insecure what will you do?

Trying to rest in this rollercoaster of feelings, 

changes, thoughts and decisions...

Will we all be happy again?

Alone or together?

What's wrong and what's right?

So much love

Making it harder

So much love

I feel for so many

So much love

You feel for so many

So much love

He has for me

So much love

You have in you

So much love

You want to give

So much love

I have to give

So much love

It hurts

So much love

Why is it hurting so many?

Time will tell...

But time is killing...

Hush Little Baby ( a well known lullaby whit a litttle change)


Hush little baby don’t say a word 
Mummy’s sorry she’s so scared 
Hush little baby got nowhere to live 
Hush little baby got nothing to give 
Hush little baby don’t kick up a fuss 
It’s just not the right time for us 
Mummy’s too messed up its better this way 
It’s too hard to let you stay 
You’re so young you aren’t alive 
Mummy doesn’t have time to try 
It’s for the best 
Hush little baby can’t buy you a thing 
Hush little baby I just want to forget 
About that little baby I got but will not get.